bum bum cak...!! cak kun cak..
ai ai.. lame x update.. klu update pun bkn ade sape bc.. just for myself je.. hmmmm
hr isnin (16 jan 2012).. adelah hr pljr thn akhir membentangkn masterpiece kpd evaluator.. klu aku mksdnye kene la bentang PSMII kn..?? hmmm.. but unfortunately my masterpiece which i have to be proud x siap.. dgn kate lain sbnrnye aku x tau pun nk bt.. gune software netbeans IDE 6.9.1.. language JSP.. ms propose kat PSMI dulu aku fikir aku mampu lakukan.. aku mmg nk bljr bende br.. tp in the end.. aku x mampu jgk.. aku rase determination dlm diri aku dh kurang.. no determination.. no interesting.. and now i just blaming myself..
why blaming myself?? i'm just think i'm already made mistake decision from beginning.. if i accept offer from uitm.. mayb now i already diploma holder & degree holder... tp skrg aku stuck kat my final project.. supposedly in this year i will graduate.. but then i'm not sure if i can.. coz of my psm.. tp x tau jgk.. result pun x kuar lg.. i dunno i pass or fail.. but im pray that i will pass.. not fail.. xnk bt comeback kat u lg.. dear ALLAH pless help ur servant..
hmmm,, sbnrnye perasaan aku skrg berkecamuk.. nk kene setelkn byk bende.. tp sbb kn semuanye depend kat result so semua x bt lg.. nk cornfirm kn aku x lg perlu tolak2 twrn n cornfirmkn bende2 yg perlu.. nk menangis tp x tau la.. mcm dh x blh nangis.. dh jd mcm zombi.. gelak2 jgk tp dlm ht sape tau.. nobody can help me.. skrg ni klu ape2 jd pun, klu x minat sekali pun kene hbskn..
"if i don't want to start it, it's hard for me to finish it"
just believe in you & always remember ALLAH always be with you..
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